Melissa, Virginia

I have bipolar and PTSD and sometimes life gets hard to bear sometimes and all I can seem to think about is suicide. I have a daughter thats soon to be 9, and tho I don't want to leave her motherless, it seems to be getting easier for me to want to end it all. I need all the prayer and support I can get as it feels that the devil has a hold on me. I feel as tho there is no way out and no joy or happiness in my life. All I want is to be happy again, to enjoy life once more, to know what it tfeels to be loved and wanted. I know this is a lot to throw on your plate but I have nowhere else to turn at the moment. Thanks You and God Bless! Melissa, Virginia